The Past is a Teacher 'Not prison respect Past

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Just take deep breath and Imagine life as a classroom, Every time we regard our past, whether good or bad, if our past is bad we recall them again and again and cry; by this, we disrespect our teacher. Teacher means we learn from our past. If such incident didn't happen in past, today we are not what we have. By learning from past, we become what we have. If our past was good, we recall and cry and wish, "Please, past moments come back," but they never come back, and we feel bad and become sad. We need to not recall past because they never come back and we can't change the past. If we recall past, we have to respect past as a teacher. As we respect our teacher, we need to respect past as teacher taught many things; same past helps us to learn.life has a simple formula: look back and thank God, look ahead and trust God, and always respect Past and enjoy life and become a living, working monk . In conclusion life has a simple formula look back and thank God look ahead a...

When Love Lasts -Love did never die A Incomplete Love Story πŸ’Ÿ

Sad Incomplete  Love story One day I  saw her for the first time. We were in the second year of Graduation and she was a new joiner in our batch and probably the most beautiful girl I had ever seen in my college. She sat on the middle bench of the classroom and as a nerd, I sat on the first bench. I had wanted to talk to her but I never had the guts to reach her. 



Days passed by and it was the time for our simple exam. I wrote the exam and I came out.  surprise she was standing right in front of me and smiled at me. She said she has no one with her to accompany her for lunch and asked me to come with her for some time and also clear some of her doubts. I agreed and we had lunch together. I couldn't sleep the whole night after meeting her. The next day the same thing happened. This time she was waiting for me to come out of the exam hall. I felt different that's day 

This continues for so many days. On the last day of the exam, I assembled my strength to ask for her number. She gave me the number and we started talking. These small dialogues went on for several days. We got the result after few days and she had failed in 2 subjects. The same day she called me and started crying. She told me that she prepared hard for the exam and she has not notified about the result to her parents. I was not a topper in the class but other thought that I am good in the study so I agreed to motivate her. By clearing her doubts about life and exam I was not helping her but I was also enjoying her company. means I want to talk her 


Once the college started, she gave the supplementary exam and cleared both the subjects with good marks. She was happy and she thanked me for helping her. I just asked her for a treat and to my surprise, she agreed. This was the first time we went out together.

Days passed by and we got closer and we started chatting every day and started sharing our daily problems and Up down of life with each other. We both use to hang out together all the time and I enjoyed her company. Everyone in my friend circle got to know that I have feelings for her (But I was confused about what to do is it really)and I think at some point she also knew that's ng. I was so obsessed with her and I used to go mad in her absence. I just wanted her so badly and I wanted her to feel the same thing like I did.

In our final year. I had enough money to buy her an expensive watch which she always wanted to buy. I bought the present and was waiting for her to come. That was the time I decided to propose to her. My heart was pounding at 2000 beats per minute and she finally showed up after an hour of waiting. As soon as she saw me she walked towards me with a smile on her face. I thought she had an idea of what I am planning to do.

We sat in a corner of the restaurant and ordered for starters. I decided to tell her how much I love her. That was the time she said she has big news for me and told me that she is getting engaged. My whole life turned upside down. I couldn't speak anything. All my plans and my feelings for her were destroyed in just a matter of seconds. All I could say that I was happy for her. I went ahead and gave her a present and wished her and acted normally. I dropped her home and went to a quiet place and started crying. I cried like a newborn baby and I couldn't control myself. I felt like I have lost the most precious thing in my life but I don't know what I lost that day 

I didn't go to college for the next few days. She started calling me and I didn't answer her call. I went to the college after few days and she asked me the reason for not answering the call. I said I was busy and I ignored her. I didn't talk to her for several days. She then came to me, when no one was there in the class and asked me the reason for such behaviour with tears in her eyes. I then realized it's of no use ignoring her. I had only a few days to be with her and her marriage date was very near. I then decided to behave normally and be with her and treasure every single movement. After college ended she came to my house and handed me her wedding card. I agreed to attend the wedding.


I  made the excuse that if I had to go to another city for my further studies, then I did attend his wedding. And she was agreed  and didn't say anything to me 



But during this time her friend called me once and said that she like you but she suspected that you do not like her, because of that she did not say anything to you And you didn't say anything to her about your feeling that why she got ready for marriage under her parent's pressure.


After listening I  went into a depression-like situation after going to the other town. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I stopped having food, I stopped contacting my classmate and I also avoided all my friends. After few days I realized that I'm not fetching anything by thinking about her. I tried hard to come out of depression and to pick myself up. After 2 years of staying away from home and concentrating on my Study, I started adjusting to my new lifestyle. I got a job & and posted to my hometown.



Just when I thought everything was fine I got a text message from an unknown number. I later got to know it was her. She got my number from social media  She wanted to meet me as it had been such a long time. I agreed to meet her as I no longer had feelings for her.

I met her one day and I saw the same girl with the same attitude and same smile. I fell in love with her all over again. I don't want to repeat the same mistake I did last time. I casually spoke to her as nothing happened.

Wonder what would have happened if I had proposed to her before all the marriage stuff came into the picture.

She is happily married and I wish she gets everything she deserves. :



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